back to chelan
What a day it has been…our friend myriad is going to the hospital. (the same one we just got out of) we are renting a car to take her there. unfortunately we will have to drive back alone. that is kinda scary.
even though we encouraged her to go, since they need the help, we are very sad. we want them to get help (and chelan is great) but we don’t want them to be gone. we will miss them very much. mixed feelings are so confusing and frustrating.
we will be so lonely….one of our best friends will be in the hospital, and the other one is still not talking to us. well, she did email a comment about one piece of the letter we wrote her. but we still haven’t talked more than that. there will be deb, which is great for a few of us bigs, but everyone else doesn’t get much from that relationship. most don’t feel comfortable coming out around her.
i miss the simplicity of the hospital. the fact that you are taken care of. the 24-7 support. cause right now i feel really alone.
