rolodexing
whee!!!!
for many days now we have been rolodexing. for those of you out there not familiar with this term, it means we are flipping through people like someone flipping through a rolodex. we cannot seem to stay centered or to have one person forward for any length of time. switching, switching, switching.
it did provide an interesting evening with our girlfriend. actually, she is Indigo, K, and Anne’s girlfriend. she knows about us being multiple, but hasn’t really experienced it much. (anne and k blend with, and look like, indigo real well when they want to) but seeing as we seem to have very little control over the switching right now, she saw more of it. i did notice, though, that most people still tried to hide that it was someone different. sammy and sion were the only ones who didn’t try to hide who they are. our kids always have seemed braver to me.
not sure why we are so switchy. probably exhaustion from the last few weeks. but who knows.
