why can’t we?
why can’t we make people happy? keep them from being mad at us? we try so hard. but we can’t.
still feeling pretty helpless. but trying not to push ourself so hard. actually the kids are saying that i am the one who pushes us so hard. i don’t think i’m the only one who does. some of the others are just as afraid of making people angry/not making them happy with us/not being good enough/etc. etc. etc.
we just don’t seem to have much energy right now. but we did accomplish a bunch more today than we have been. so i guess that is good. it’s just so hard….we want to stay in touch with people….we have a friend in Tacoma that we haven’t been able to stay in touch with and we feel horrible about it cause we really like her. maybe we can try again to contact her. we would love to continue that friendship.
