lines
where is the line between helping someone you care about and being codependent? where is the line between saying no and abandoning? so many questions…things it seems we should know but don’t.
it is therapy day. people have been fighting me all day so far; they don’t want to go. they are scared i think. the last two sessions have been very hard. major trauma work. memory. they don’t want to do that today. do i want to? not really. but i try to be such a good patient…
cassidy went back in for surgery today. that scares us. our relationship with her is so odd…sometimes we really hate her and sometimes people really love her. she can be mean and she can be wonderful. regardless, we don’t want her to die.
sigh…going to therapy now.
