indigos journal

i am so tired…and full of emotional pain. small amount of tears even. there is the nowadays ever-present physical pain as well. i just want to go back to bed. but, of course, there is much to do.

oh how i wish everything would settle down some. that cassidy would get well and find housing and take her cat back. that diane’s life settle down…be moved in and everything done. i know that all these things are out of everyone’s control…and they take time…but all of us are ready for easier times.

i am doing a fine little dance regarding things inside me right now, and what to say…..

but gotta go take care of things.