stuff
we are learning a lot of new stuff about our system. new groups of people, new info about those people and their jobs. some of this info helps us make sense of shit. so i guess that is good. lots of the stuff we are learning does not making us happy. like we learned about a group of males who are basically perps.
we are very not happy about this new info. we are just as bad as the perps who hurt us. all this time we thought we were better than “the bad people.” turns out we are just like them.
we always said we would die before we willingly hurt someone else. lots of people think we need to die now.