“independence” day
we was in a bad way yesterday. because of the stuff we wrote about a couple of days ago, and also we were having a lot of date-specific memories. not full memories, just flashes. but repeated flashes from three different memories.
and then we just had another flash as we started to write here. of being taught (programmed) that independence day did not apply to us. that we were not, and would not be, independent.
we are still not sure how we are going to handle writing about memories…if we should say “fuck it” and write it for everyone to see (and not worry about triggering anyone) or if we should have a password required journal for that stuff…or something else all together. so we are not going to write the memories down until we decide that.
