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Thursday, August 18, 2005

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we had a dental appointment. for the first time EVER we came away not hating life. we have a really great dental student. he is very helpful.

for some reason tonight i am feeling really sad. i wish i wasn’t home alone. i feel very alone in the world. i am feeling very uncomfortable in my skin. i don’t know what is going on. it seems lately that anyone who is out in the body completely loses touch with the inside world, and forgets information that they know inside. the result is that everything seems ok in the outside world, while inside things seem to be stirring up. i hate it when i don’t know what is happening.

i guess i don’t know what else to say.

posted by indigo at 10:57 pm  

1 Comment »

  1. hi

    glad to hear of your remarkable dental appointment and positive experience. it’s always good to have a surprising change that is positive. i’m glad that your dental work is continuing to go as well as it is going.

    sorry to hear that you are sad. to think we came really close to calling you tonight. at some point we thought it was too late and never signed offline and called you. so you were thought of off and on from about 9pm-10pm and till writing this comment.

    i can relate to hating it when you don’t know what is going on. hope that changes for you soon. i think there’s usually a reason for it or it just happens. i don’t know. i’m still learning myself.

    we hear you. sending you hugs.

    julie and ???

    Comment by julie — August 20, 2005 @ 2:14 am

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