pain and stress
the tooth pain has been so bad. even with iboprofen. even with a painkiller. luckily we don’t feel it all the time. it flairs up sometimes, like in waves. when we are drenched in the wave, the pain is so overwhelming. at those times we want to die.
the last few days we have been helping cassidy move. yesterday was a very long day…up at seven, not home til midnight. she gets so bossy and snappy and mean when she is stressed. last night, while she was delivering a load of stuff, and we were still at the house packing and cleaning, the kids were panicky…thinking we hadn’t done enough…
(kids now) that she was gonna be mad at us cause we didnt do enough and werent fast enough and we let her down. she be like that before. never good enough. but she wasn’t. she was real nice. we were happy. we dont like mean cassidy. but we like nice cassidy. and it was nice cassidy last night.
today we get to see that kathy lady. we like her. then we gets to watch a movie with diane and deb. and have lunch. that be good.
we jus wish the pain go away. it hurts. it scares us.
us kids been insecure and anxious and scared and stuff. i dont know why.
we gots go therapy now.
Hello hello. We think it’s pretty cool how you could put a handwritten entry in here. Great collaboration between the littles and bigs to achieve that!
We are so sad and angry about the run-around from the dentists about your teeth, leaving you in so much pain for sooooooo long. Pain takes up so much energy when it just goes on and on!
We’re glad Cassidy was her better self with you. Helping her move is such a kindness, and should be met with warm appreciation and kind thanks.
We’re sooooo looking forward to your visit here when you’re able. We have two guestrooms, one upstairs next to the big room that is the living/kitchen/dining/study and our bedroom too. Downstairs is a privater room, all pretty. We decided to have both rooms all nice for when you come cause you may like the pretty cozy cabin room downstairs, but then again you might feel safer and cozier to be upstairs near the big room.My sister likes upstairs cause the skylights make it bright and cheerful even in winter.
Today Betsy is gonna help us put a big tarp on the roof of the rental where there is a new leak. Glad she’s coming, cause going up on the roof is scary with tall ladders. She’s is such a kind friend. It is exciting to be making new friends, and I am glad that we’re getting to know you more. You’re such a kind, creative and wonderrful Indigo.
i hope today is less painful, and hugs to all.
bruce
Comment by bruce — January 21, 2006 @ 1:39 pm