swing
we were doing really well. we were getting lots accomplished and feeling pretty good.
but now…not so much. i think it all started in therapy. the kids took our charts to show linda. we were all so proud of all we’ve been doing. at the end, they said to her, “do you think it’s ok that on days we work at safeco we don’t do housework? we still been doin our tasks.”
and she said that was ok with her. then she said. “what’s not ok with me is that you’re not drinking water.”
she didn’t say that she was concerned that we’re not drinking water. even though i’m sure that is where she’s coming from.
so we are left pretty depressed and feeling alone.
and kinda angry! cause her know that we have trouble drinkin water! and her know its because of the before. so we mad that she not bein understandin.
i think that the fact that we’ve been trying to increase our intake of water should make her happy. but of course not. we’re just not doing enough.
now someone inside says that if we’re supposed to be drinking water, then that is all we can drink. it’s water or nothing.
anyway…i feel really silly…that something so small should throw us so far. in fact, we missed a whole day! we went to bed around 3 in the morning tuesday night/wednesday morning. the next thing we know it is 11pm on wednesday night. we very rarely sleep that long. so we were up for maybe an hour and then went back to bed until around 10 this morning. we don’t want to be awake right now, but we have to…we have to go to the stupid dentist.
well…my dentist isn’t stupid. in fact, he seems pretty smart. but we really hate going.
and….we had a couple of intense dreams. one was a hospital dream. (and no hospital to go to in waking life!) the other was one of those back-in-utah-stuck-with-the-family dreams.
but we’re not triggered or anything.
