not-so-real post
ever since the wall fell, and the ones behind it joined us, there has been much anxiety and fear. some of the fear has kept us from writing here. but right now i am at the point that i don’t care any more. i know it causes anxiety for some people if i write, but it seems like people are scared right now no matter what. and we really miss writing.
but now that i am here, i don’t know what to say.
i guess i can start with feelings….i already mentioned fear and anxiety. plus there is much sadness. someone is angry and constantly saying mean and critical things to everyone. we are tired. so very tired. i know that part of this is physical…we have been off the vitamin shots for 2 weeks now and we can definitely tell the difference. and lots of people are overwhelmed…just can’t deal with anymore.
therapy on tuesday was hard. it was memory stuff. in some kind of factory.
the biggest thing, though, is the feelings. the anxiety, the sadness…
i think someone is blocking me. there were so many things we wanted to write about, but now i don’t remember any of it. i hate that. hopefully soon we will be able to write for real.
