pointless ramblings
we left our phone at therapy yesterday. it really sucked to be without it. we knew it was important, but we didn’t realize just how crucial it is. we feel much safer and more connected. we got it back today, so all is good.
the seekers have had some power recently, and they managed to get what they wanted. the good thing is that there is not as much shame for us afterwards this time than the last time they had power. (i realize i’m being vague…i didn’t say there wasn’t ANY shame.)
other than that….
not much has changed. we’re still working through feelings about our therapist. (how do i say that? our old therapist? our previous therapist? that has a lot of finality in it…) there are still blocks and walls in our system from that.
right now we are feeling kind of lost. where do we go from here?
the autistics are still really close and very upset. others are also upset and feeling alone. and yet something is keeping us from really connecting with people. maybe that is an effect of the autistics, who definitely don’t connect with people. i don’t know. i don’t know much of anything right now.
know you are cared about
Comment by Alex — August 22, 2007 @ 8:49 am
we know how hard it is to lose a long time therapist. it makes since to us that there are a lot of blocks and walls in your system because of it.
just know that we still remain aware about your loss and l’s other clients who lost her as well. we are sorry that all of you are having to go through this loss and transition. we know how utterly painful it can be and how it can affect so much of one’s system.
take care of yous.
us
Comment by JAGA — September 6, 2007 @ 2:12 pm