stupid midnight
second night in a row we get all scared and upset and people wantin to die and people wanting to make body hurts. and this time the autistics were making this moaning sound when they was rockin. we taked ativan and it helped but it didn’t make it go way. we try to look inside but we still don’t see nothin. our inside vision and knowledge of stuff inside been blocked when we on the outside for long time. so we don’t really know what happenin.
we know that we been having more amnesia switchin than usual. that kind of scary. don’t know if it is connected or not.
we gonna try sleep now.