quick pre-therapy thoughts
this morning (remember…morning is relative) we have been able to print out our twits and journal entries to take to therapy. we haven’t been able to do that in quite some time. i’m not sure what brought on the change. perhaps the same (unknown) thing that has permitted us to journal again. hmmm…
we haven’t gotten any feedback/comments on our last entry. we are trying to be mature and not take it personally. to not think that people really do think we’re an asshole for thinking that way.
wow…that last sentence had way to much thinking in it.
maybe it is our core belief that when things suck ass they won’t ever ever get any better. because our thinking is centered very much “in the moment”. whatever is happening right this second is all there will ever be. we have little faith that there will be a future, let alone one that is better than the present.
this thinking/belief has changed somewhat, but it is still very much intact. it is something that we still battle.
stupid abusers.
