jason writings
(so…jason is a 16 year old insider. his job has always been to take to horribly overwhelming feelings of despair, desperation and suicidal longings. he’s done an amazing job of this. but, as he told a previous therapist, this means that he has two states of being: asleep and suicidal. we’re working on helping him not have to carry this stuff alone. he’s working on communicating instead of carrying on alone. he’s also, apparently, our poet in residence.)
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i feel like virginia woolf/in the hours/the water calling to me/whispering softly/seducing/i ache to walk/into the ocean/and just keep walking.