indigos journal

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

sigh

i hate these mood swings.  or whatever they are.  i hate that we can be feeling really good in the afternoon…talking with a friend online…laughing…

and now, just after midnight…we are hurting and wanting to die.

i know all the answers.  i know we’re multiple. i know we have depression…and anxiety…and ptsd…and pcos…and fibro…and…and…and

but none of that makes us feel any better, right here, right now, sitting in this chair.

so it feels like i don’t have any answers at all.

posted by indigo at 12:13 am  

1 Comment »

  1. is here for you is sorry you were not feeling good again. Should have called us we was up.
    HUGGLES

    Comment by MR — September 29, 2009 @ 10:55 am

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