indigos journal

Monday, November 30, 2009

info learned via game play

on thanksgiving we were playing loaded questions with some friends.  being all multiple, we play it a bit differently.  instead of just one person answering, we have two people per system answer the question.  makes it harder for the guesser, and more interesting for everyone in getting to know each other.  i know we (indigos) learned new things about our system.

Q: Why don’t some people get along w/ you?

A: (Tee and Tye…twin protectors) Cause they suck.
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Q: Name your 2 greatest heroes.

A: (Jason, 16 y/old protector of a different sort)

I don’t believe in heroes

because heroes involve pedestals

and pedestals involve falling.
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Q: Name your favorite movie quote.

A: (En…also a protector of some sort, takes pain, this is first the fronts of hearing of him)

“Pain is your friend, your ally, it will tell you when you are seriously injured, it will keep you awake and angry, and remind you to finish the job and get the hell home. But you know the best thing about pain?
It lets you know you’re not dead yet!”

A: (Sasha…older than most, if not everyone…healer, training to be shaman…)

“I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself”
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Q: Name your greatest phobia.

A:  (unknown desert kid) being alone forever

A: (unknown kid) being trapped in a small dark place
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Q: What is your goal for the year?

A: (front indigos) increase communication in the system, especially with other lands

A: (Tee & Tye) enforce boundaries–keep us safe

posted by indigo at 4:45 pm  

Monday, November 30, 2009

Torn

torn by natalie imbruglia

…My conversation has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothings right
I’m torn

I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn…

…And now, I don’t care
I have no luck
I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things
That I can’t touch
I’m torn

I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn…

…My inspiration has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothing’s right
I’m torn

posted by indigo at 12:30 pm  

Sunday, November 29, 2009

from the ones of old #2

no one knows

the entirety

of my first 21 years

even just portions

have blown people away

and apart.

so i carry my burden

alone.

unconnected.

and they talk

not caring if i hear.

for am i really human?

do i have feelings that matter?

posted by indigo at 9:57 pm  

Sunday, November 29, 2009

from the ones of old

secrets i hold

so big…so many

i cannot find words

that begin to let you in

even if i were allowed.

i ache for that connection

but how can i

when that connection

would give away it all

should you choose to listen?

posted by indigo at 9:55 pm  

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