seductress
death usually calls to me
late into the night
for i do not sleep
have never slept
at night
for someone needs to guard
and what kind of guard would i be
if i slept?
yes-
in the dark of the night
death whispers to me
first seductively
and when i resist
she gets more forceful
pulling out her bag of tricks.
indeed…
i said she.
for, like the creature that spawned me,
she deals in
seduction
guilt
shame
hopelessness
despair
and, ultimately,
betrayal.
but still,
every night,
while i am wide awake
she calls to me
trying to lasso me in.
luckily the night is not too long.
by jason
by diamond
by diamond_for diamond_about diamond_no one else
.
.
.
you thought for a moment
that you could be good
that you were redeemable
i never pegged you for a fool
.
a raven is always a raven
a dove is always a dove
they cannot change their nature
.
you fool.
payment will be made.
you will pay.
story that is true
make them mad make them sad make them disappointed we dont want to we try not to we try oh we try but always make them mad make them sad make them disappointed in the end that is all that is left mad sad disappointed
from the ones of old #2
no one knows the entirety of my first 21 years even just portions have blown people away and apart. so i carry my burden alone. unconnected. and they talk not caring if i hear. for am i really human? do i have feelings that matter?
from the ones of old
secrets i hold so big…so many i cannot find words that begin to let you in even if i were allowed. i ache for that connection but how can i when that connection would give away it all should you choose to listen?
poemlet
(so…jason is a 16 year old insider. his job has always been to take to horribly overwhelming feelings of despair, desperation and suicidal longings. he’s done an amazing job of this. but, as he told a previous therapist, this means that he has two states of being: asleep and suicidal. we’re working on helping him [...]
jason writings
(so…jason is a 16 year old insider. his job has always been to take to horribly overwhelming feelings of despair, desperation and suicidal longings. he’s done an amazing job of this. but, as he told a previous therapist, this means that he has two states of being: asleep and suicidal. we’re working on helping him [...]
jason writings
(so…jason is a 16 year old insider. his job has always been to take to horribly overwhelming feelings of despair, desperation and suicidal longings. he’s done an amazing job of this. but, as he told a previous therapist, this means that he has two states of being: asleep and suicidal. we’re working on helping him [...]
jason writings
(so…jason is a 16 year old insider. his job has always been to take to horribly overwhelming feelings of despair, desperation and suicidal longings. he’s done an amazing job of this. but, as he told a previous therapist, this means that he has two states of being: asleep and suicidal. we’re working on helping him [...]
A Story
We also found a story written by very little ones. Very, very little ones. I’m not sure if it is complete, as it was written on several small pieces of paper. But I think it is. So here goes. Oh, and they would like to know what people think. Once upon a time A little [...]