tomorrow we go to chorus retreat.  gonna be fun.  but we still gotta pack.  we bein picked up real early on friday so we gotta pack tonight.  but there not gonna be much time cause group is tonight.  but no one let us think bout it before now, much less pack.

we also plannin for gala.  gotta get plane ticket.  that overwhelming.

been lots of new info bout the Warrior System.  they been workin real hard.  but havin the new info been meaning we can not write.  they are worried the info they give will get out.  so we no write.  that makes us sad, but we understand.  but sometimes we wanna write anyway.  even if just a little.

we not been able to go out of the house, unless with someone else in their car.  that is not good.  we keep missin appointments.  and we not get our antibiotics as soon as we should.  or our xray.  we dont know why we cant go out.  we talk to kathy bout it today.  that and our bad dream.  we have this bad dream over and over.  it not long or complicated.  we are in a room, usually a bathroom, and we can’t get the door to stay closed.  wont stay shut.  it scares us cause we really need it to be shut.  we dont want anyone comin in.  but it just wont stay closed.  kinda silly that makes us scared.  but there you are.

we gotta gets breakfast and get ready.

we not write in while.  we been finding out lots new info bout the unknown system.  they been real worried bout the wrong people finding out bout stuff so they not been wanting us to write.  they lettin me now they just say be careful what we say.  no info bout who they are or what they do.  what we can say is that there is lots of movement inside.  lots and lots.  so we not sure what to write bout.  but we wanted to try cause we miss writin.

we are glad the snow is passed.  it was pretty to watch, but we hated being stuck inside so long.  we especially hated running out of some foods.

we not feeling good.  either a cold or a sinus fection.  good thing we see dr. robbie tomorrow.  we are sad cause it the last time we see her for while.  she goin on mini sabbatical.  we will miss her.  we are scared bout seein in fill in.  we lost our opportunity to meet her fill in cause we couldnt get there cause of snow.  we try to member that dr. robbie wouldnt give us someone who wasnt nice.  but we still scared.

this is short entry bout nothin.  tryin to be ok with that.

short. not sweet.

stupid stupid inspections today.  we hope they dont pick us.  with help we got recycle and trash out but that bout it.  we tryin to not worry too much. we are very tired.  we got sleep.  and we dont remember any bad dreams.  we did wake up lots of times.  just so tired and sleepy. [...]

in which the kids write

we had very very bad dream.  it end with someone chasing us and cutting us with a razor blade.  no matter what we did we could not win.  no matter what people upset and mad at us. we were very happy to get to sleep last night cause we felt like we was goin crazy. [...]

fightin inside

we it have to be rainy on day we HAVE go out?  we dont wanna ride scooter in the rain.  we dont wanna get cold and wet.  it rainin pretty hard.  we dont wanna go out.  if we had car would be different.  if we had car we would not get so cold.  there big [...]

bad day

we not feel good today.  we get up and eat breakfast and go back bed.  we not wanna do nothin.  we not wanna write.  we feel real bad bout ourselfs.  someone bingin on oreos.  makes us feel icky.  but they cant stop.  we feel we bad we feel gross fat ugly horrible.  we got scuba [...]

our turn today.  cause it always been bigs and alphas lately.  so our turn now. yesterday night we go downtown and look at pretty lights and ride the carousel.  the carousel is to make money for poor foster kids.  and it is fun.  we got a purple horsey.  cassdy rode on dragon bench.  it was [...]