http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal Mon, 17 Nov 2008 22:54:28 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en and here is our birthday thought to you: "Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes." ~~ Mahatma Gandhi http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/11/17/it-is-our-birthday/ the autistics (aka hidden children) really want to say something but we don't know what. it is very frustrating for them. http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/11/13/rock-baby-rock/ over and over this memory: Memory. voice: "that's the best time (when they're dry and not at all turned on and not at all ready) for creating as much pain as possible as well as maximum damage."  the voice was instructing people. http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/11/11/please-press-stop/ It's a shallow life that doesn't have any scars. ~ Garrison Keillor we must have a deep, deep life. http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/09/27/thought-for-the-day/ for those not in the know, it has been hot in the Seattle metro area.  fucking hot.  with the heat comes our desire to wear sleeveless shirts.  but this also leads to a dilemma...i am fat.  and so i have those dangling chunks of upper arm fat.  and this society, ... http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/08/15/fat-ugly/ this morning (remember...morning is relative) we have been able to print out our twits and journal entries to take to therapy.  we haven't been able to do that in quite some time.  i'm not sure what brought on the change.  perhaps the same (unknown) thing that has permitted us to ... http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/08/13/quick-pre-therapy-thoughts/ we just finished reading a book in which the main character nearly commits suicide.  our reaction to the fact that he changed his mind is interesting...we were disappointed.  we wanted him to commit suicide. in this book, the author describes how this character had obsessed over death, particularly suicide, for years.  ... http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/08/10/persistent-thoughts/ night comes again and with comes the sadness, loneliness and the die messages.  it's so hard to be feeling such intense feelings every night. kinda feeling blocked on saying anymore. http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/08/09/again/ it's really really cool!  we sent the link with our gala photos to the choruses.  a woman we really really really like and admire sent us the sweetest and most awesome feedback.  it feels so good that someone we look up to so much really likes our pictures. it makes us ... http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/08/09/photo-feedback/ it is night again and we feel sad again.  we hate the night.  it seems like every night we gets real real sad.  and lonesome.  and we hear the die voice.  and the voices about how our life is pointless and meaningless.  and how that will never change. we feel like ... http://wolfdyke.wineberry.net/journal/2008/08/08/ick/